I thought after the house fire life would get easier, get a new home move on start a fresh and put that experience behind me,this was the case but seemingly only lasted a short time before mine and my boys life was turned upside down once again, maybe is why i feel the need to write after so long..
I feel I have always done the right things in life but fail to see why my boys and I need to suffer so much first the housefire and loss of home and possessions but now have to deal with the loss of there father and all that follows that.
How do I in the years to come explain the loss of there father and have them not feel abandoned like i myself do and to not take on guilt and blame that I also feel. to be cont another time..